Wedding -- not yet!

Maybe I blew the wrong fuse in the last entry -- I rarely double-check my entries, so this one slipped. I may have misled people into the fact that I was getting married. Congratulatory mail's been flowing in, even my family grapevine's rumbling a bit. What's standing out though is some people wondering how I even reached this decision.

I am miserably indecisive, people know of my disastrous past with relationships ending because of, uh, indecisiveness. I can't turn vegetarian, I can't stay in one city for long, I can't give up the thought of being a lifelong student.

Some people understand my conundrum, but some wonder "who's the gal who can live up to all that crap?" Hold your horses. I don't want anyone else to suffer from my indecisive past. It's been my bugaboo through past relationships, and before I commit, I want to be sure where my life is going. And things could change.